H1N1

Yesterday i was tested positif for H1N1 and trust me it did not feel good, i was in bed the whole day with a fever and head ache but i am much better now. The worst part about it was that my friends and family were exposed which made me quite sad. I pray that even though they were exposed they wouldnt get it.

Encouragment

Proverbs 3:

⁵ Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
do not depend on your own understanding.
⁶ Seek his will in all you do,
and he will show you which path to take.

⁷ Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom.
Instead, fear the Lord and turn away from evil.
⁸ Then you will have healing for your body
and strength for your bones.

Painful truths

Sometimes in life we see things we shouldnt or dont want to see, know things we shouldnt and open doors which dark truths unfold.... but when these things do happen we have no choice but to endure it knowing that it is Gods will and that He would never give us anything He knows we cant take. So have faith in Him..

Personal truth

A few days ago i went on a camp as i said earlier and something happened....

That something made me hurt on the in side so bad that i almost cried when i woke up this morning. I a getting nightmares of it some nights and other nights i cant even remember my dreams..... Camp was awesome dont get me wrong but i learned something that i was denying on an on but now the curtains are open and i have to face the music.... I am happy and yet dying of sadness at the same time.. i dont know what to do... of all times now is the time i look to God to heal this wound and guide me away from this path. This wound has cut so deep that it feels so impossible to heal but praise the Lord for all things are possible for Christ.