PLS HELP ME!!!

I am really starting to doubt God now... I know i hardly updated my blog so no one(including all my closest friends) will know why i doubt him... You know how God is supposedly the Nicest guy ever and that He is onmiscient and knows everything including the future, but if he knew what would happen if He created Lucifer and Hell why did he do it? Is it because He isnt that holy and selfless after all? or is it that the jews like to twist the real facts alot or maybe most of the prophets that came in the bible werent real... is it that the guy who transelated the original bible in the hebrew language to english is terrible at translating or is it that he purposely changed it for personal gain. Maybe the jewish teachers and the churches who made the bible were in a coop.......... either way, if the god that is described in the bible is real i dont think ill be worshiping him any more. dont you think that it was really selfish of god if he did intentionally create lucifer and hell to send over 70% of his so called most cherished creations(humans) to hell, after all over 70% of the earths population are non-christians. Oh God.... If that which is said in the bible is just some sick way for the people of ancient times to creat fear in us pls tell me, i do not wish to believe in lies anymore. PLS ANYONE. SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME!!! I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME THAT ALL THIS WHILE I WAS NOT WORSHIPING ANOTHER FALSE IDOL! PLS CONVIENCE ME THAT THE GOD I HAVE BETRAYED MY FAMILY CULTURE TO WORSHIP FOR SO LONG IS NOT JUST A MYTH OR AS BAD AS THEY DISCRIBE IN THE BIBLE.... I HAVE PRAYED FOR HIM TO TELL ME ITS ALL NOT TRUE AND THAT ITS ALL A M ISUNDERSTANDING BUT HE WONT REPLY ME.... PLS TELL ME ITS NOT REAL... I have been living in a nightmare just because i thought he loved me... but is he real? is he the bastard the bible describes him as or is he the GOD i have been seeking... the real GOD... Years ago, i thought i felt "GOD" come over me.. but now i am not so sure anymore.